@mezzojo Waiting is very difficult. I am hoping you have more information next week after the tumor board meeting and your appointment with your regular oncologist.

How truly heartbreaking that you lost your husband to cancer 5 years ago. You certainly do know how bad things can get. I’m so sorry for your loss.

Do you children or grandchildren nearby who can support you through this? Other relatives or close friends. Is there someone you can take with you to your appointment next Friday? An extra set of “ears” is helpful and the presence of another person close to you can be soothing. I go to my appointments with a list of questions and concerns and so does my partner who comes with me. For the most part, much of what we’ve each written down is answered but it’s good to think about ahead of time.

You are under medical care right now and in less pain since the staples and drains were removed. I find that when I’m “under care” and there is a plan like you’ve outlined I feel better.

How are you feeling today?