Hi! Have you ever taken a med called Lamotrigine (Lamictal)? I take Lamotrigine and have for seven years. It's the best and most helpful med I have taken! It has helped my moods and depression a great deal! I was diagnosed this year with an extremely rare disease. Less than 30 people in the country have this! I became depressed at that time although my parents had passed away last year which turned my life upside down!