No true story is too long - so many of us will see ourselves in your words, me especially, having my own struggle with getting correctly sorted, and then adverse reactions to most "chemicals" , one prescribed by someone who looked at the "book" - not me, and i ended up in the ER by a $2K uber (ambulance)one-way ride, and never hearing from him again (his office number has been blocked). thank you for adding your experience and determination to ours.