I was diagnosed last April, and for me, I think the fear will be with me for the rest of my life. I past my 65 birthday while I was in treatment and my mortality really hit me that I’m not young and I’m not able to bounce back as quickly anymore. I feel like my mortality is staring at me and I’m just waiting for the next ‘punch’.

I can't say the fear in the back of my mind goes away - but I try to fill my time with other activities, that distracts me from dwelling on it. I'm retired now - but have lots of hobbies/activities. I'm choosing to stay positive and knowing 85% of all BC is "CURED" these days helps. Thank goodness for all the new and improved treatments. I also have a friend who is a 21 year survivor. Some days it does not even cross my mind. Worry is a thankless activity. It took me decades to learn this - as my mom was a dedicated worrier. I guess I saw the toll it took on her and I have decided not to go down that path. I know that's sounds easier than it is. Stay strong.