I felt a little pressure from chemo doctor s team. I don’t like anyone pressuring me . No one does … Sort of a used car salesman type of deal .. Listen , they were all very nice … don’t get me wrong . Instead of saying to me you can do radiation right now , they are telling me more about chemo . And the more I read as I remember with my father and his prostrate cancer back in 88, they also have chemo pills ….. This dawned on me last night also … Sometimes you have to put doctors in check .. Tomw , I have online appt . With radiation doctor … at 9 am , then main doctor they will discuss reversing , Yet there was never a reversal in my mind … Radiation was mentioned first , from the get go , by my
Doctor , I was ok 100 percent.. there is no reason for change of course right now …. so let’s do it … .. Chemo we can do , later .. they will want to do it anyway I feel … I have to read up more on chemo in Europe ..

Chemo early next week Jen … it’s ok …. Let’s do this … However I feel makes no difference , 3 days of intravenous , I will get over it … How are you feeling ?