Are you a "stand up" comedian? Got some chuckles from this post. I think I have different outlook. We are all going to die from something. Now I have a pretty good idea what that is - just not when (when we run out of money?). We know the enemy and we have some people who are working on the battle with us - medical support, new meds, family, friends, people on this post, and for me most of all my spouse. My father died of heart disease at age 53 and I always thought that would happen for me. I am well past that age. Always wondered what I would do with my time when I retired - now I know - doctors appointments, labs, etc. How well, keeps me out of the bars (ha, ha).