I just found a couple of your other messages. Thank you so much. I have so much to live for and I know that and now buying a house back in a suburban area and out of the woods is so wonderfully good for me. I moved up to my lake home about eight years ago in northwestern Wisconsin and summers are amazingly beautiful but winters are just horrid! I’ve been away from my son for a few days now and my mind has been clearing. I keep thinking that I can get him to quit drinking and I know that’s not true. I’m sorry to hear that you did not have a good childhood. The longer my parents are gone the more I appreciate everything they did for me. It was 1957 and they were both in their senior year of high school and found out my mother was pregnant! And my mother did not want to marry my father but they got married . He was a very successful businessman that started at precision machine shop and even had top-secret clearance with the government. And my mom was a flighty artist! What a funny couple and they were both alcoholics but not abusive. I Have been listening to Holocaust survivor testimonials the last couple of months and I am just amazed at how close the majority of these families were and how they survived through losing their loved ones or the majority of their loved ones.