Good morning @tessie63, and thank you for sharing more information about your life with neuropathy. Sorry is not a strong enough word for how I feel reading about the losses you have suffered. Do you have special tips and tricks you use to stay mentally healthy? Maybe a best friend, or group of friends. I have a meditation and mindfulness group of women who are loving, loyal, and supportive. We meet on Zoom every Thursday. And once a month we get together to celebrate and share.

I would like to introduce you to @johnbishop. He knows more about the numbness symptoms because he has no pain....just numbness. John, will you please share your experience? @tessie63, here is one of John's links that you can read while waiting for him to appear in person.
https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/neuropathy-numbness-only-no-pain
May you be free of suffering and the causes of suffering.
Chris