I, too, lost a sibling in the Spring to the pain of pancreatic cancer. She was my baby sister, youngest of 3, a very young 61 years old, and in April. It was not fair. Pancreatic cancer, as you know, is a terrible disease and so hard to diagnose while there is still time to treat it. Last Fall, I lost my other sister (the “middle child”) to heart attack, and my husband just recently lost his sister to Alzheimer’s…and we fear we are headed down that path. I say this only so you feel so not alone…not for sympath. We all have different battles to face, and our family and friends will support us in the way that is best for them. Hugs to you…and please let us know how you are doing.