Hi @proactive1
Actually you're right. I had it all wrong. I just took a few tests online and the results were that I might be bipolar but that's not the case. I'm just a very sensible person and my feelings can affect me a lot. As you say I just need to get away from strong emotions and I will be fine. I easily get depressed but I'm not bipolar. And to all these people who are questioning themselves, don't just stay at home and try to figure out things on your own. Try to find help and answers as I did. They are people willing to help with open arms. And a professional opinion is always better than assumptions. So talk about your problem with people who can help you and don't be afraid because you are not alone. No matter if you're bipolar or just depress or dealing with any kind of struggle, know that they will always be someone to lend a helping hand. You just need to ask and accept help from others. Admitting you have a problem is a huge step to solving it someone told me.
I thank all the people who helped me get out of those cloudy days. Thank you @gingerw for advising me to get professional help.