Thanks for sharing Becky may I ask how old you are or how old you were when you were diagnosed? If I can go 15 years without the first guy I’ll probably be dead, so not really up 57 today but I am more worried about like working in the balance thing I mean like you I probably will decide just to go deaf, but at this point, I’m still on the methotrexate trying to see if I can find a functional medical doctor that might be able to prescribe more supplements and things I keep reading up on it I was hoping research would be better. I didn’t realize it’s been around that long so it’s terrifying to think after 30 years they still have no answers. Thank you for sharing. I really appreciate it.