My surgery is May 8th too! Distal pancreatectomy & splenectomy (1.2 cm tumor on tail). No previous issues; tumor was found incidentally. I have been cleaning the house, setting up my bedroom with what I think I’ll need, delegating all my responsibilities at work and stocking the kitchen. I as well would just like to get through this and adjust to my new routine. The lack of control fuels my anxiety. Trying to stay in the moment and check my thinking. Wishing you serenity and a successful surgery. Peaceful to know I am not the only one.