Yes, you are right. But the blows keep coming. I set aside yesterday evening for talking with my family. Here's what happened. My last living first cousin fell and broke her shoulder. Another cousin is in the last stages of pancreatic cancer. I was able to speak to her son and begged him to keep me in the loop. She is 94. Another cousin's husband is in the hospital with a rather bad stroke. He is paralyzed on one side. He, too, is about 93-94 years old. I cannot abandon my family but getting all this in one evening is hard.