I wished I had some words that would lift you up Marilyn @thisismarilynb. The loss of a spouse or child is devastating and the grieving process can be difficult to navigate. I have lost a younger sister and 3 close friends the past few years. What has helped me get through the difficult times when seeing a picture of them is thinking about all of the good times we had together and trying to visualize a special memory that I shared with each of them. Hoping your days will be filled with special memories you had with your husband that bring a smile to your face.