I agree, jenatsky. It’s not healthy to be in continual pain. I’m working on a solution, but described in a comment below how it happened. Rather complicated and nonsensical, but I’m not the first. It was almost a relief to know I wasn’t alone, but because other people suffer, too.
I do want pain relief. I do not want to be placed in hard withdrawal ever again. My strength gets exhausted and sometimes it’s hard to go on, but i believe inner strength never ends, and I find hope the last thing I hold on to. I spoke with a senator’s office today, and a pain specialty clinic who’ve given me conflicting info, so we’ll see. : )
Thank you for validating that it’s ok to take medicine and to feel better. Really.