It sounds like you are on the right track. It is one of the blessings (if you can call the new recognition of life's goodness) a blessing. But you have to admit, everything seems to be more important, brighter, and joyful now. Keep it going, fill you life with all that is good and beautiful. Smell the flowers, walk in the rain, feel the warm sun on your skin, and laugh a lot. Most of all enjoy the warm smile that is given to you (even by one who maybe passing you by on the street). Enfold yourself in everything that is good, pleasing to the eye and ear, and drink of life. We travel only once through this vale of tears. Choose the high road, and always remember "YOU ARE A SURVIVOR" .