I only see 1 sister out of 6 who understands and is supportive. She’s the only person who cares.
My ex of 39 years doesn't care. My 3 grown children don’t associate with me. My 10 grandchildren have other things to do so I have no relationship with them and I don’t care.

My entire life has been consumed by my mental disability. I hate to say it but I can’t stand anybody including my case manager, psychiatrist, PCP, cardiovascular surgeon, my cardiologist, my pulmonologist, the hospitals, etc.. because I am worse than I've ever been.
Who do I turn to besides my sister? Nobody. I can’t think of anybody but my sister. It runs in the family. My older sister is schizophrenic and when my parents were alive he was an alcoholic who seemed to enjoy telling me I’m worthless along with physical abuse and my mother turned into a drunk.
So I’m DOA. Never had a chance. But I’m still alive so I guess that’s a good thing despite what I’m going through. It’s tiring