After I nebulize with the 7% saline , a lot of mostly clear mucus comes up…but it sticks in my throat for a while and it scares me…I am huffing and doing things suggested to get the rest of it up ………I am having a very hard time mentally with all of this…..I hope the NJH gives me an appointment soon. I feel like I’m going down hill. I’m sorry to sound so negative but I can’t handle this. I wake up sick and feel sick a lot….what’s the point? I hope my visit with NJH will somehow strike a chord and help me out of this depression and fear. I learned that I have MAC only a couple months ago and no doctors have helped me here …maybe being in the NJH environment with doctors who are the best will make a difference for me. Gaining knowledge…..You guys have helped me a lot, but I’m struggling and having a very hard time keeping it together mentally.
Has anyone been where I am mentally and improved? I am crying out in the wilderness……