Dose anyone else feel like neuropathy is taking over their life?
I am in search of others that are in the same pain as I am. I feel like that the neuropathy has taken over my life. I have finally been diagnosed after four years, with axonal sensorimotor polyneuropathy and small fiber neuropathy. I also have Raynaud’s. Sometimes I feel like, because there’s no boo-boo or Band-Aid that people can see, others do not understand the every day every night pain that I am in. I am a first grade teacher, I love to draw I love to paint I love to be in the garden, I have a new grandbaby …. However, I can’t stand for long periods of time. I’m no longer able to drive, because of the no-feeling in my hands and feet. I can’t even hold a pencil for a long period of time, because my hands go numb and then I drop the pencil. I walk with assistance, for fear of falling, because of no longer feeling my feet. I have tried all of the go to medication‘s that my neurologist has suggested, however none have worked. Gabapentin; the worst of them all, has taken my ability to think as quickly as I need to, to be an affective first grade teacher. I am not able to process or communicate as well as I should be able to. Lyrica; was another medication that gave me dark thoughts. And, on top of those medication’s, my body does not handle narcotics very well, so I just deal with the pain day in and day out. I am just at a loss. Is anyone else out there that feels the same as me?
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🤣🤣 I was following closely and the machine sounded very useful, but I was struggling very hard trying to imagine the handbags! (Though walking with a handbag is a good exercise 😊)
Life is a lot of suffering. Life and being old is a lot of more suffering. Life and being chronically sick is added more suffering. Life and being old, in pain, sick, and alone is more suffering. Life and being poor and sick and alone and in pain is be unbearably much of the time. We cling to and hope the next day will be more bareable and than today. We try and buck up and not be a burden to others or ourselves. But we inevitably become shadows of our previous selves. We ask ...why the endless torture.. or what am I clinging to? Hope?. Like our republic we are in bodies that are in decline. Escape is dreamed of and attempted but is usually costly and fleeting at best. We eat untold buckets of crap in this our journey. We look thur our past to try and make sense of our here and now because often the past shadows every beginning. This journey we our on is not for sissy's. Even Jesus had his moments of doubt and pain. But his were only moments. Much of our cross we must carry is exhausting to carry and torturously long. But we continue to buck up as best we can.
Thank you for all the info you gave in this response regarding what you are doing for neuropathy. I live in Canada and I am going to see if I can find a myokinesthetist and also the Scoop you mentioned. I am so handicapped from this illness and I fear one day I will no longer be able to use my walker. I can’t stand by myself which limits some of my exercise activity. I think what hurts me the most is having to depend on others for help. I bought a scooter last year which does help me in many ways but our summers are so short here and once the snow and bad weather sets in I am housebound
I will keep you and others informed if I find help here with your info. Thanks once again.
Tessie63
Hi Tessie - thank you for your kind words. I should mention that the Scoop, although not a huge piece of equipment, weighs more than I can pick up. Aside from the one I am borrowing, I have only seen it online. It does require assembly at home. I can move it a few feet in order to vacuum but I would not be able to carry it into the house. (I'm 76). It is a nice piece of equipment, though, especially since it is used while you are seated. I have an appreciation for your shorter summers as my granddaughter and her husband live in Canada and they keep me informed. And I can empathize with how it hurts to depend on others. But I have found that people are so glad to be helpful in this age of independence when our social units are so strung-out. We all need to be needed.
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Was the scoop hard to adjust to learning? I read online about it and some had a hard time getting used to the side to side motion. I don’t want to get it and then not be able to use it. I only wish I could try one out first. I have also not been able to find a myokinesthetist here yet but I will do some phoning around and see.
Hi Tessie - it's not hard to get used to but there is definitely a learning curve. Most everyone finds that going either clockwise or counterclockwise is easier than going the opposite. I sure do, even after using it these last couple of months. My adult grandkids, however, find no difference. And of course they are all young and limber and without physical compromise! Some days I find both ways equally easy but some days I have to concentrate on going clockwise. My P.T. says that even she finds one way to be more natural for her, and has to concentrate going the opposite direction. Seems it's normal 😃.
Could you please provide more detail of what you described as a platform with handbags on it? Thank you! Lindsay
Oh dear!! It was supposed to be handle bars but Spell-Check changed it - I should have caught the mistake but didn't, so it is really a funny image. It is almost identical to the kind of scale you would step onto at the doctor's, with the platform and rails. But instead of a screen in front of you (if one is there), the screen on this looks more like a gaming device with red and blue lights and knobs and buttons that the therapist uses for your individual settings. So sorry for the confusion!! 😅