Dose anyone else feel like neuropathy is taking over their life?

Posted by annregister @annregister, Apr 11, 2023

I am in search of others that are in the same pain as I am. I feel like that the neuropathy has taken over my life. I have finally been diagnosed after four years, with axonal sensorimotor polyneuropathy and small fiber neuropathy. I also have Raynaud’s. Sometimes I feel like, because there’s no boo-boo or Band-Aid that people can see, others do not understand the every day every night pain that I am in. I am a first grade teacher, I love to draw I love to paint I love to be in the garden, I have a new grandbaby …. However, I can’t stand for long periods of time. I’m no longer able to drive, because of the no-feeling in my hands and feet. I can’t even hold a pencil for a long period of time, because my hands go numb and then I drop the pencil. I walk with assistance, for fear of falling, because of no longer feeling my feet. I have tried all of the go to medication‘s that my neurologist has suggested, however none have worked. Gabapentin; the worst of them all, has taken my ability to think as quickly as I need to, to be an affective first grade teacher. I am not able to process or communicate as well as I should be able to. Lyrica; was another medication that gave me dark thoughts. And, on top of those medication’s, my body does not handle narcotics very well, so I just deal with the pain day in and day out. I am just at a loss. Is anyone else out there that feels the same as me?

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@amimiof4

It’s nice to hear support from people. My neuropathy has taken over my life. I am also bipolar. The stress adds even more symptoms. I have lost my home and my car. I am blessed to have family to give me a roof over my head. I can drive but my reaction time is much slower for braking. My family drives me to where I need to go. I have just been denied social security disability after waiting a year and half. I have no medical insurance anymore. I feel like a burden on my family. I feel myself going into a deep depression with my bipolar. My prayers to everyone who is battling any medical or mental illness.

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Sorry to hear about all your troubles. Social security disability routinely denies people forcing an appeal through a disability attorney or a company like Allsup -- website allsup.com -- whose sole purpose it to help people file for SSD. Check out their website. They have a very high success rate and a good relationship with the SS office. Allsup should be able to tell you if they think your medical conditions make you a valid candidate for SSD benefits. I hope this helps. Prayers that you find the assistance you need. Glad you have family to help you.

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@bjk3

It's me again - the word that was supposed to come up for the shaking machine was handle bars, not handbags! Spell-check comes through again!

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🤣🤣 I was following closely and the machine sounded very useful, but I was struggling very hard trying to imagine the handbags! (Though walking with a handbag is a good exercise 😊)

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Life is a lot of suffering. Life and being old is a lot of more suffering. Life and being chronically sick is added more suffering. Life and being old, in pain, sick, and alone is more suffering. Life and being poor and sick and alone and in pain is be unbearably much of the time. We cling to and hope the next day will be more bareable and than today. We try and buck up and not be a burden to others or ourselves. But we inevitably become shadows of our previous selves. We ask ...why the endless torture.. or what am I clinging to? Hope?. Like our republic we are in bodies that are in decline. Escape is dreamed of and attempted but is usually costly and fleeting at best. We eat untold buckets of crap in this our journey. We look thur our past to try and make sense of our here and now because often the past shadows every beginning. This journey we our on is not for sissy's. Even Jesus had his moments of doubt and pain. But his were only moments. Much of our cross we must carry is exhausting to carry and torturously long. But we continue to buck up as best we can.

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@bjk3

Hi Ann - Yes, for sure - it is something I wouldn't have guessed in a thousand years could be so debilitating. Have you access to a physical therapist? Mine is a myokinesthetist who uses a number of machines (for want of a better word) to help with my P.N. I don't know the names of them, but anyone in that line of treatment work, would. One thing she does is apply deep tissue laser treatments to my feet and hands once every week. Medicare doesn't cover it ~ I have to pay for it but it works so well I am endeavoring to find a way to come up with the money (about $40. each session). Medicare covers laser therapy that is considerably weaker (and doesn't work for me) ~ in fact, the "machines" aren't even the same. It does not help with imbalance, but - wonder of wonders - my hands are actually usable again for small motor skills that do not require me to put pressure on them or handle heavy things.

A very unfortunate side effect of this disease we share is that one becomes less mobile for fear of falling, and therefore loses muscle strength in the legs. My P.T. recently acquired a platform with handbags that I simply stand on, with knees not locked, and it shakes at whatever intensity and length of time she sets it to. It also has program settings where the shaking is of random intensities. According to what she told me, 10 minutes (which is the maximum recommended) of using this device is the same as 20 - 30 minutes of treadmill workout. Presumably this is because your leg muscles work in response to the movement in order to maintain your balance. You don't walk anywhere - you just stand in place, and it does help with strength. Medicare covers it and I use it twice every week in her office (the second time in a week is not considered an appointment).

In addition to these things, I also use a device called a Scoop which helps with leg and core strength. You sit and pedal it but instead of up-down, it goes side-side. My P.T. loaned me one for several weeks to use at home --- a year ago I had to have a partial hip replacement and this was used in therapy for that. It helps with leg strength and flexibility, and is available for anyone to purchase. According to its website, it is about $250. I have not purchased one but if I had an exercise room or finished basement, I would.

P.N. has definitely changed my life forever from what I had envisioned, but I am grateful beyond measure for the options that are accessible, and for the blessing of the support groups that are available through Mayo. Keep searching for things you haven't yet tried - better yet, pray to God through Jesus Christ, that He would reveal what you need and show you how to get it.

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Thank you for all the info you gave in this response regarding what you are doing for neuropathy. I live in Canada and I am going to see if I can find a myokinesthetist and also the Scoop you mentioned. I am so handicapped from this illness and I fear one day I will no longer be able to use my walker. I can’t stand by myself which limits some of my exercise activity. I think what hurts me the most is having to depend on others for help. I bought a scooter last year which does help me in many ways but our summers are so short here and once the snow and bad weather sets in I am housebound
I will keep you and others informed if I find help here with your info. Thanks once again.
Tessie63

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@tessie63

Thank you for all the info you gave in this response regarding what you are doing for neuropathy. I live in Canada and I am going to see if I can find a myokinesthetist and also the Scoop you mentioned. I am so handicapped from this illness and I fear one day I will no longer be able to use my walker. I can’t stand by myself which limits some of my exercise activity. I think what hurts me the most is having to depend on others for help. I bought a scooter last year which does help me in many ways but our summers are so short here and once the snow and bad weather sets in I am housebound
I will keep you and others informed if I find help here with your info. Thanks once again.
Tessie63

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Hi Tessie - thank you for your kind words. I should mention that the Scoop, although not a huge piece of equipment, weighs more than I can pick up. Aside from the one I am borrowing, I have only seen it online. It does require assembly at home. I can move it a few feet in order to vacuum but I would not be able to carry it into the house. (I'm 76). It is a nice piece of equipment, though, especially since it is used while you are seated. I have an appreciation for your shorter summers as my granddaughter and her husband live in Canada and they keep me informed. And I can empathize with how it hurts to depend on others. But I have found that people are so glad to be helpful in this age of independence when our social units are so strung-out. We all need to be needed.

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@dbeshears1

🤣🤣 I was following closely and the machine sounded very useful, but I was struggling very hard trying to imagine the handbags! (Though walking with a handbag is a good exercise 😊)

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😂🤣😃

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@bjk3

Hi Tessie - thank you for your kind words. I should mention that the Scoop, although not a huge piece of equipment, weighs more than I can pick up. Aside from the one I am borrowing, I have only seen it online. It does require assembly at home. I can move it a few feet in order to vacuum but I would not be able to carry it into the house. (I'm 76). It is a nice piece of equipment, though, especially since it is used while you are seated. I have an appreciation for your shorter summers as my granddaughter and her husband live in Canada and they keep me informed. And I can empathize with how it hurts to depend on others. But I have found that people are so glad to be helpful in this age of independence when our social units are so strung-out. We all need to be needed.

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Was the scoop hard to adjust to learning? I read online about it and some had a hard time getting used to the side to side motion. I don’t want to get it and then not be able to use it. I only wish I could try one out first. I have also not been able to find a myokinesthetist here yet but I will do some phoning around and see.

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Hi Tessie - it's not hard to get used to but there is definitely a learning curve. Most everyone finds that going either clockwise or counterclockwise is easier than going the opposite. I sure do, even after using it these last couple of months. My adult grandkids, however, find no difference. And of course they are all young and limber and without physical compromise! Some days I find both ways equally easy but some days I have to concentrate on going clockwise. My P.T. says that even she finds one way to be more natural for her, and has to concentrate going the opposite direction. Seems it's normal 😃.

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@bjk3

Hi Ann - Yes, for sure - it is something I wouldn't have guessed in a thousand years could be so debilitating. Have you access to a physical therapist? Mine is a myokinesthetist who uses a number of machines (for want of a better word) to help with my P.N. I don't know the names of them, but anyone in that line of treatment work, would. One thing she does is apply deep tissue laser treatments to my feet and hands once every week. Medicare doesn't cover it ~ I have to pay for it but it works so well I am endeavoring to find a way to come up with the money (about $40. each session). Medicare covers laser therapy that is considerably weaker (and doesn't work for me) ~ in fact, the "machines" aren't even the same. It does not help with imbalance, but - wonder of wonders - my hands are actually usable again for small motor skills that do not require me to put pressure on them or handle heavy things.

A very unfortunate side effect of this disease we share is that one becomes less mobile for fear of falling, and therefore loses muscle strength in the legs. My P.T. recently acquired a platform with handbags that I simply stand on, with knees not locked, and it shakes at whatever intensity and length of time she sets it to. It also has program settings where the shaking is of random intensities. According to what she told me, 10 minutes (which is the maximum recommended) of using this device is the same as 20 - 30 minutes of treadmill workout. Presumably this is because your leg muscles work in response to the movement in order to maintain your balance. You don't walk anywhere - you just stand in place, and it does help with strength. Medicare covers it and I use it twice every week in her office (the second time in a week is not considered an appointment).

In addition to these things, I also use a device called a Scoop which helps with leg and core strength. You sit and pedal it but instead of up-down, it goes side-side. My P.T. loaned me one for several weeks to use at home --- a year ago I had to have a partial hip replacement and this was used in therapy for that. It helps with leg strength and flexibility, and is available for anyone to purchase. According to its website, it is about $250. I have not purchased one but if I had an exercise room or finished basement, I would.

P.N. has definitely changed my life forever from what I had envisioned, but I am grateful beyond measure for the options that are accessible, and for the blessing of the support groups that are available through Mayo. Keep searching for things you haven't yet tried - better yet, pray to God through Jesus Christ, that He would reveal what you need and show you how to get it.

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Could you please provide more detail of what you described as a platform with handbags on it? Thank you! Lindsay

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@lindsay208

Could you please provide more detail of what you described as a platform with handbags on it? Thank you! Lindsay

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Oh dear!! It was supposed to be handle bars but Spell-Check changed it - I should have caught the mistake but didn't, so it is really a funny image. It is almost identical to the kind of scale you would step onto at the doctor's, with the platform and rails. But instead of a screen in front of you (if one is there), the screen on this looks more like a gaming device with red and blue lights and knobs and buttons that the therapist uses for your individual settings. So sorry for the confusion!! 😅

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