Don’t give up. Never give up! There is purpose to your life, even when you feel so defeated you can’t see it. My daughter has been living with depression and anxiety since little. Stay as occupied as you can with exercise, healthy diet, but most of all serving others. Even when you don’t feel like you will make it through the day! You do have purpose - and I am convinced in serving others, no matter how small the deed may be, will help you so much. Good bless you.