Hi @lisadunlap. Please dont give up. As you are able to read more posts and glean helpful insight and resources, you will realize there are things improving. I am 60, little over year post covid, and gratefully not as bad as last year which you seem to be experiencing as so many of us. It seems “true” rest and care for our bodies needed whether few months or years depending on our individual bodies. Just as this year seemed impossible at the beginning, I am able to maneuver now and know I can make it thru the next year to reap the benefit of spending another 40 years with loved ones💖 Hope this helped and healing to everyone 🌈