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I am tired of my life. I can’t wait to die in my sleep so that I will finally stop dealing with this incurable disability. I’m out of options. No electric shock treatments, no EMD and thousands of pill cocktail work.
They do nothing for me. I’m sick of my life. Nobody believes I’m so sick.
Numerous different mental hospitalization in patient at different psyche wards have done anything for me. I need a psychologist or therapist of staying to speak with. Just a pill pushing psychiatrist. I don’t see any positives in my life except a couple of sisters.
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You need to hold on for your sisters's sake. You love them and I figure they love you back.
Sadly, there are people in this world who don't have anybody. In that way, you actually are lucky. I don't mean to play down all the other bad stuff going on in your life. It sounds pretty darn tough. I'm just pointing out something good.
Maybe you should call a suicide prevention hotline? Or an emergency mental health number? You could google for the phone number... Or maybe call a minister/rabbi/priest? Or your county or state "services for the aging."
I'm sorry that I don't have more help to offer. When I get depressed, I try to remember this quote, "The night is darkest just before the dawn."
Prayers and good wishes to you!