I'm sorry about your dad. I guess my point is that some people are predispositioned and that is sad. I've always said if I wanted a buzz I'd drink or smoke pot. I takexmy meds for exactly what they are meant for and the same amount as when I first started 20 years ago. I'm no idiot and I guess I thank God that I'm not down that road of addiction. I may be dependent on them, like I said, but I'm not addicted to them because if I was, I'd run out way before my next script was due.