Good morning to you, my friend..!!! At this point.....I'll take all the help I can get...I'm in N.C. and the closest state to me that has..I think..a medical program...and maybe recreational, as well, is Virginia. I'll admit that after all these years I'm not optimistic..at all, that N.C. will ever join the 21st century in most progressive matters....especially the one we are discussing. I can't..or I guess refuse to, just give up altogether. Seems to me as a decidedly non-medical professional that since...NOT IF...since, it is a viable medical option it should be available as an option for those of us that want to try it. It has been many years, quite literally, since I have enjoyed the recreational benefits of that amazing plant and maybe my brain is so scrambled now that it won't work. In order to find out...the way I see it I have 2 choices. 1) just find some on my own..accept the illegality of it and just take my chances.....find out if it would work for me..and then...I don't know...use it illegally, and pay for it out of pocket or....2) wait until N.C. joins the 21st century and allows it to be prescribed by an actual Dr. I'm 57 years old and..laughs... option #2 is one I'm not sure I'll live long enough to realize the benefits of. I searched here using the tag medical marijuana and found basically nothing.....maybe you can point me in the right direction...? I do thank you for even bothering to respond to what must seem just this side of desperation....in fact...laughs in that most frustrated of ways..it IS...nothing crazy mind you....I have already resigned myself to the remainder of my days not only brain injured...and unable to walk or see properly...but to see and almost smell and taste that medical option..just out of my reach....Anyway....as always thank you for your help and take care of YOU..!!