I think you’re getting to know how this drug works, I don’t know how long you’ve been taking them. I can tell you that it gets harder the longer you stay on them. These type of meds should only be given for a quick fix like a bandage, unfortunately some doctors prescribe them on an ongoing basis. They are very difficult to stop and you must only do so with help from a professional. I curse the day I took my first one, I have an addictive nature so it was truly a poor choice for me and the doctor to make. I wish success with this and also to let you know that lots of people do get off them, the sooner, the better it will be for you, amen.