My post lost again☹️ Try again hopefully in kind light intended. This journey is so complicated, frustrating and so different for each of us based on our responsibilities and how we can “really” recover. I was the one who did it all and cared for others and now year later I am getting rides from daughter to get out of house for monthly bank errand etc🙃. But I am better! Just a very slow process so hard to maneuver and yet as you said are still good unimaginable gifts- I was caring for my mother and had to say “I cant do this” and looking back I was given the greatest gift of laying in a bed pushed next to her to say my private goodbye over the course of a whole morning which I would not have done otherwise. I hope everyone finds the time , grace and gifts to maneuver this journey to full recovery!🌈