I do not really know your situation but you do not need to be so scared. You do not have Bronchiectasis which is huge. If you cannot tolerate antibiotics as you mentioned then discuss that with the infectious disease Dr. and ask about any other possible options. And if you feel you need someone else then try Mayo or another specialist on the east coast. I have had Bronchiectasis for over 20 years (and chronic Pseudomonas). But have learned how to deal with it as best I can. Your situation may not be as bad as you think. Take heart. Find out more. Ask a lot of questions when you see the Dr! Hope you find good Drs.