Thank you @law 59. Yes, I saw empathy and understanding through out your message. I know that I concentrate on the negatives too much. Yet I can appreciate the beautiful parts of each day. Learning how to pace myself and set realistic appreciative daily routines is something I have not learned yet. Thinking about all the things I cannot do anymore defeats me. For some reason I think I ought to heal by leaps and bounds. Long Covid sure doesn't work that way as I've found out. Being able to write a post describing what happened to me since contacting Covid and reading posts from other Covid survivors has helped me. I forgot to remember how fortunate I am that I didn't die from Covid and leaving the hospital being so grateful that I was still alive. Sometimes the reality of every day life frustrates me and instead of writing about those frustrations I let them stress me out. I sure need to be easier on myself. Yes, we who write here are all survivors of a terrible pandemic. We are the fortunate ones. Now we all are finding our way to a new life. I am so grateful I found connect.mayoclinic.org. I wrote a post or two early on in my journey then stopped. I need to read and write posts to others much more frequently. Thank you.