@kanderstag, you're right to acknowledge this loss. I know that @redd4848 and @ftwtxgirl will understand this first hand and are willing to share their experiences too.

Kanderstag, this is all so recent for you, recovering from surgery, sense of loss and turning around to get ready to talk about future treatment of immunotherapy and radiation. You must have lots racing through your head. Feel free to let it all out here. Ask questions and then ask some more.