My sincere thanks for reaching out. It's hard for me to write about my son, so I can only imagine how difficult it is to write about yourself. Curious, do you have APS as a primary or secondary diagnosis? Per my son's hematologist, they will do more tests to look for sign of Lupus, but at this time he does not suspect that he has it. Of course from what I've read that could change with time, but at this point they are focused on just the APS. Hence the initial direction toward Hematology, but I'm wondering if we should also be pursuing consults in Rheumatology?