I have no doubt you will rock it! It takes some time to let the idea about not being able to physically remove the tumor from your body to sink in, but also bear in mind the extent of the surgery. If eligible, my mom would’ve had to have her pancreas, stomach, and spleen removed. I can’t imagine how her quality of life will be after a surgery that big. I’m going to try to just enjoy the time we have together and be vigilant on routine scans.