I understand- I too have suffered- mainly with irrational anxiety that leads to depression. I have tried many things over the years- I've even been able to come off of them, several times. However, I have been treated now for over 10 years- was able to function, but in past few years have really struggled to feel good, let alone be able to quit. I miss the person I used to be. Just keep praying every day that something will work, some new discovery into what causes my symptoms and how I can overcome it.