When you are sick and have health issues chronically I don’t think its abnormal to think about death. Actually, to plan (not abnormal) by getting a will done, it is not uncommon to preplan a funeral. We did that for my dad because his funeral and wake were in a different state. After those things are taken care of, and before then, live your best life now. We recently had our wills done. I don’t have that worry anymore. Its a huge weight off shoulders.