I have a counselor - a marvelous one. Time to call her again. It was just such a shock to find her acting one way to my face and another behind my back- that goes beyond my comprehension and makes me wonder what else she would be capable of. And of course - as she can alternate between making lots of sense and being lovely to full out saying odd things and going off the wall, and chooses carefully who and where to act which way - I am concerned that she could spread horrible rumors in my small town. ( and could she possibly be thinking of my stealing from her as that what she has been doing to me ? ). And the guilt of removing myself as she is getting older. Will I be able to make peace with the situation of keeping away and then have something happen to her during that distance ? I’m gonna definitely need to get stronger ! Thank you for your reply.