I'm sorry to hear that. It sounds like maybe this happened recently? First off try to calm yourself and not overwhelm yourself with negative thinking. I understand your feelings of devastation. But try not to think about the future too much, especially if it's scary and negative thinking. Hang in there and live one day at a time and one minute at a time. There is hope for you. Take care. Go on you' tube and look up either GOOD VIBES or NINAD music for Nerve Regeneration and healing. Listen to it and try to relax. I have neuropathy and it's a bummer but living in the present moment is what keeps me sane and at peace.