Hello, @joansmurphy Thank you for your kinda, informing, and very encouraging message. I wanted to apologize for my tantrum the other day. I was really just at the end of my rope. I had tried to remain positive, but it felt like the universe had something against me and didn't want me to move forward. I reached out to so many avenues and each one closed down due to one thing or another. Finally we took a evening off and just got away from it all and cleared out thoughts on. When we got back I was able to go over everything we had done already and looked at what we didn't follow up on or what we haven't fully read. There was a discharge packet that I never seen, because I was so sick and my eyes hurt so bad that by the time I had been able to process anything it was forgotten about. When I read this Wednesday or Thursday morning I came across the words (Discharged with Long Covid) Plus, this was positive results as well. There is still a lot of testing and a few procedures and surgeries I will have to go through, but with that diagnosis I can finally get some help. We were approved for SNAP benefits no questions asked. I am seeing a new Primary Care Doctor with Holistic Medicine this coming week and we will be getting the results back from the 4 biopsies this week and we will know what is next. Plus, that $2000 a month Medicine I needed is now only $30.00 for 90 days. That is for the first 5 months. I am not done yet. After being evaluated if need be the prescription will be almost free. Now I wish my health would start doing better. I am so grateful for your inspiration. We may have some struggling head, but we finally have a foundation that we can work with. Everyone on this site who thinks there is no hope just read some this discussions and you will see there is always hope.