@tjperry After all you've been through which is a rollercoaster of emotions, of course you are very nervous about starting radiation and chemotherapy. When you think about it, your nervousness is normal for because your world has been turned upside down.

You are going into more treatment with not much idea of what to expect for you and your body. It sounds to me like you have a very thorough cancer care team and they are working closely with you. Before you start radiation your radiation oncologist will spend time with you getting you ready and explaining what will happen. Although I haven't had chemotherapy (I did have radiation therapy) your doctor will explain the chemotherapy to you in detail. I know that they try really hard to make sure you are as comfortable as you can be during treatment.

@valentinaz has some good suggestions. Who can you talk with about your feelings? A good friend? Your spouse or partner? Do you have medical questions for your doctors? I suggest writing your questions down as they come to you so that when you do meet with your doctors or nurses you'll have your questions ready.

I've been through the initial endometrial cancer diagnosis and a recurrence. I am here for you so will you let me know how you are feeling and if I can answer questions for you?