You are very lucky you're getting that biopsy done right away. I wish that was happening with me! So consider yourself blessed with that, you're going to know sooner and you can start something sooner. Think positive and I'm thinking about you! Have faith! Remember Faith leaps over the fire!) Also the other night I was not feeling good at all but I had read one of your responses to me about you believing in the afterlife, and that we go on somehow. And I also believe in that not because I'm really religious or anything like that, I'm not. But my grandma had an experience shortly after her mother died that was so profound and I had her tell me that story many times throughout her life. She was 60 when I was born she died when I was about 26. She never drank, never smoked, and worked at Uniroyale for many years. In the late 40s her mom had died. At the time she was living in Eau Claire and her sister was living in Rice lake., and a couple nights after her mom died she was laying in bed with her niece which was about 2 years old at the time. In the middle of the night her niece kicked her so hard that it woke her up and she said it was like someone was holding a reciever to her ear and she could hear her sister clear as day say "Mama, are you happy mama?" My grandma thought, poor thing, she expects to get an answer....And as soon as she thought that she said she could feel herself crash through the ceiling! She said she literally felt herself go through the layers of the ceiling and could hear it as well she said it was so loud. When she opened her eyes, there were colors that were not colors of this earth, she said there was a huge chassis and she knew that she could not get to the other side but she knew her mother was on the other side, and it was bright, like a warm sunshine. She couldn't see her mother or her sister. She knew her sister was next to her, and her mother in front of her. Her mother said yes it's beautiful here, why don't you come here too.?!! At this time my grandma thought that she was eavesdropping on a conversation and she shouldn't be there, like she didn't understand why she was hearing this conversation between them. But then, as soon as she thought that her mother said to her "You too!". And all this communication of course was telepathic. And then both of them said we have kids to take care of but our time will come soon and she said to them both, "Oh YES! Later then!", which is something she always said in life. And my grandma said that it was just beautiful and peaceful and she knew something very special was happening. Anyway right after that she said she felt herself crash back down through the ceiling and she literally felt herself like come back into the bed like it shook the bed she said. A couple days later she was talking to her sister who lived in Rice Lake, and back then in the 1940s so you didn't talk to people everyday, but when they did talk her sister, Gladys, said "You know, I talked to Mama?" And my grandma said, "Yes I know, I was there!" And as they talked about this experience it was the same for both of them except Gladys woke up that night and had said, Mama, are you happy mama? and as soon as she asks that she had grabbed a piece of paper and a pencil and she said it was as if someone was telling her what to write, like an automatic writing experience. And they actually use this poem that she wrote at their mother's funeral. I'm sure I have like the pamphlet around somewhere. I kept it in my purse for years and years until it fell apart. But she said that this was someone telling her what to write this wasn't something she thought of she said she couldn't even keep up with the writing. And the poem is this..
Mother

God knoweth best his will be done. Through faith in him your heart he won. He calls his own, we must not grieve when souls like yours his all receive.

He came to Earth each soul to save. He asked for nothing only gave. I'm content to know you're in his care, God's richest blessing sharing there.

We loved you much on Earth below, it seems so hard to let you go. Your work was done, your days were spent. God took you home, you are content.

Got answers prayers, you told us so, we watched your faith these past weeks grow. You felt his touch, you heard his voice. A gentle breeze then a quiet repose.

You love your own, you love us still. We must not fail to do his will. For in God's love is Hope and peace. His wondrous blessings never cease!

I see your smile, I hear your call. It does not seem you're gone at all. I'll wait in faith to hold your hand, we'll meet again in God's promised Land.
-Gladys Gerland

I also had an experience with my brother when he was dying. He kept asking where are Grandma went.. and she had been dead for many years by then. But he had obviously seen her very recently. If you have YouTube you should also go watch Anita Moorjani near death experience. She had stage 5 cancer, she had tumors the size of golf balls all over her spine and her neck, she was brought into the hospital in a coma in her last hours of life, had a profound near death experience and was told that if she chose to go back that she would be healed from her cancer within a very short period of time. And she was healed within 3 weeks they couldn't find any cancer in her body. There have been doctors all around the world that have flown to Hong Kong to look at her medical records to try to explain something that happened. But there is no explanation. But she is wonderful to listen to and if you listen to her near death experience it'll give you so much hope and so much peace. She has a YouTube channel and there's many places you can find her testimony about her near death experience. I hope you have a wonderful day today, and I hope some of these words I'm giving you are words of peace and encouragement for you.

I think I'm thinking of you!
Angela

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