ladybug211 (happy holidays, at least as good as it can get with our condition.)
I also did about all the medications. I finally started on Clonopin (only) and
have had the best results so far. 2 mornings, 2 evenings with (almost) no side effects except I wake at 5- 6 am every morning, go to the Kitty litter box and
then I have a hard time falling asleep again. The gears in my brain will start turning reminding me of stuff I should not be thinking about that early. I turn on my reading light and read a bit till the gears slow down and I get drowsy again.
Contrary to what bad expeiences some have had with clonopin Which is just NOT the correct med for them, I am lucky ( so far, I'm doing best on this.)
I feel for you and wish your higher power will help you with your battle.