I don't know where to go or seek help. The main stream medical system is a joke. They don't even know what the pineal gland does, they just think it's for sleeping. So it's apparent that these individuals that I have come across try to help me think that because of the size it still isn't a concern and they don't think that it has anything to do with my symptoms because they say it's not pressing on anything so if you have a 9 mm cyst in your brain and it's a fluid filled with liquid I don't even know what you don't feel good you have no energy your eyes got light sensitivity your tinnitus is going nuts you're getting audio visual disturbances to where you close your eyes and you see strobe lights I had vertigo and everybody just thinks that I'm insane. Because of this I have lost my ability to have gainful employment as I don't know how I'm going to feel one day to the next. I guess they just want to label me as crazy and put me in a little neat box so they can sleep soundly at night. They don't know what it's like to be in my head I don't want to get the surgery done I don't want anyone to drill into my head believe me that's the last thing I want but I'm so desperate at this point to find some kind of relief because I haven't found it in anything I spent thousands of dollars thousands of dollars on supplements on different things to try to help me feel better I have seen countless other doctors I've seen therapists I've done everything under the sun you name it you name it I've done it to try to alleviate my symptoms and nothing is worked nothing and these doctors and these support staff just want to label me as crazy because they don't understand and they're not specialized in this area and they don't even want to give me a recommendation out the game is rigged God bless our veterans