@billchitwood Those of us who have been in your shoes, are nodding our collective heads. We get in to such a routine we may not even notice how taxing and time-consuming it has been. It is simply how we lived. As the hub-bub and "got to do this, get this taken care of" duties start to wane, you might find big chunks of time with a seeming void of purpose. May I suggest you keep in contact with your hospice team, as they have resources for you even now, for as long as you want to ask their assistance.

I daresay your post over the last many months will serve as a journal for you, and you will recognize the strength you have showed us all.

Gentle hugs,
Ginger