I will be thinking about you and wishing you well. Please keep me posted. I am not sure of the exact date when I start the Xeloda but it is supposed to be right after Christmas. I believe it will be 1,650mg 2/day for 14 days, then off for 7 days. This is considered one cycle, and I have to follow this for 8 cycles. Since the pills come in 500mg and 150 mg, I am guessing that I will have to take 3 of the 500mg and 1 of the 150mg 2/day. Once I finish all the cycles, I will get a CT scan again to see how things are going. It's an emotional roller coaster ride to say the least. Take care!