In the past two days has been a dramatic downhill change. The hospice nurse this morning said it would probably be a matter of days or hours. This afternoon his breathing has changed and he was showing signs of pain so administered more pain medication. I went to hold his hand and he flinched as if in pain to be touched. The worst for him is that the C-Diff has most likely returned. Only can't give antibiotic pills as he is unresponsive and trouble swallowing. He has been unresponsive since late last night. Sometimes opens his eyes but doesn't seem to recognize anything. Seems strange to be praying for his release. But he would hate going through what he is. And I know there is no chance of his getting better.
Robin wanted to come home from school but I told her to stay as there is nothing she can do and I'm okay. In our family we always did the crying after the emergency was over.
Thanks everyone for thoughts and prayers.