Welcome, @joni66. I can imagine that you're stressing out. I moved your post to this existing discussion that @savypaige25 recently started on the exact same topic:
- - Possible Vaginal Cancer https://connect.mayoclinic.org/discussion/possible-vaginal-cancer/

I did this so you can read the previous posts and connect with other members like @jeanadair123 @savypaige25 @naturegirl5 @jabrown0407 @rainyp who know what it is like to have a suspected case of vaginal cancer and the horrible wait period to know more.

I myself have had atypical cells and a vaginal colposcopy. In my case, that was the end of treatment that was necessary. I hope this might be the case for you too. The colposcopy wasn't hard, but the wait times between appointments and follow up were really hard. How do you distract yourself?