Ingegerd, your posts are so encouraging to me. I found this blog when I was diagnosed in 2018. You have been through a lot and yet your determination is inspiring. I am glad you are still posting. I recovered after robotic lapriscopic surgery and have not been on the blog much. Recently I am having some gastro problems. I am not thinking MALS yet. I’m wonder if you have had the same doctor all this time? If I have to go down that road again, I believe I will need to find a new doctor, and the thought of that os overwhelming.