Hi. My name is Maria. Quick History. My had 4 strokes. As my result I have only 3 seizures, 8 TIAs, and I do not have paralyze. I have cognitive issues. My memory feels confusing if recent but not from a long time ago. I also have 4 aneurysms 2 on Rt ICA aneurysm behind ear and right rear lobe of brain. I has also have also 1 Lt ICA aneurysm behind left ear and one in on the Frontal right lobe of brain.
MY Problem: I call it my Shame its embarrassing . Since the first stroke, I have losing my comment sense. I do am I am feeling like i don't know answer comment sense questions or understand and i can't keep a job. I have also I'm have also feeling like everything is scattered and i have also I'm have also don't know how to organize or prioritize. I have also I'm have also this weird Vibration in my brain and behind and being my ears that bother me for 2 or is it 3 weeks. My days get so mixed. But I still can cook and sing and I rare and rarely sleeping i scare myself cause I'm scared my self i will have a stroke in my sleep the nightmares bad.
I feel am I am feeling cry a lot and depressed and unworthy. I have not I'm have not long distance walk ski run swim hike bungee i can't myself i can not anymore. I don't tell my my friends i don't tell because some joke about my memory and comments at me like funny weird why they i'm so great to funny make them laugh. But I don't like and frustrated and don't want tell them. I need help.