You’re life sounds like a living hell. I’m so sorry you’re living like this. Don’t know how you do it. Don’t know how anyone does it. I hardly go out because of my condition being so sob and being so exhausted. I, too, had awful responses to the second vaccine and booster. Sick for over 3 months each with reactivated old covid symptoms, etc. I’m on the fence about getting a third booster but my lungs are damaged and do not want to get that sick again as it hasn’t gone away. Long covid can get longer 😡end of February 2023 will be 3 years for me. I’m almost 68 and my life is not mine. I’ve looked online at a lot of things. None that great so far but we all do the best we can. Thank god I live in a city with a large medical presence, some good some not. I wish you the best of luck. Being sick changes you and not always in a good way. 🙏🏻