@lanceh For what it's worth I wrote a book about my experiences during the first 6 of 12 infusion sessions. The book includes both "technical" explanations and some "meditations" I had.

The explanations include cancer vs pancreatic cancer, common procedures, glossary of terms, and my own journey during therapy.

The meditations include how I've been "dealing with" my therapy and prognosis so I don't miss the good days by fretting about my situation or speculating on the future - https://www.amazon.com/One-Path-Among-Many-experiences/dp/B0BB665CHZ

I also set up a website to keep family informed that is open to the public - https://www.caringbridge.org/visit/robertkoshinskie

Perhaps you'll find something useful in the book or site.

Best,