@loribmt WOW you are an inspiration!!!!! when I read my diagnosis last week on a piece of paper and still haven't talked to a doctor I was googling what CLL was and I got myself so upset I didn't eat or sleep for 3 days, my family doctor said STOP googling if you want information go to the Mayo Clinic website and get educated so it took almost 1 week before I did and although I still have not spoke to an oncologist this website gives me hope! I consider myself a super positive person but I have my moments! Thank you!